Learning to unwant something..

Is it possible... that u can go through a period when you want something that somehow seems yours and then again you might be mistaken.
the universe        playing tricks maybe... that you having being in the right place at the right time ,.... and other forces lets say opposite of fate will put little devils on your shoulder and tell you not be be there but fighting sleep.. fighting all that seem like obstacles you end up in that place... the signs point to it in big bright lights " first street back in the day .. the big shabang or like on tv Vegas or what they show.............  but then the lights go off like what the?  dear universe are you having global issues with power .. should i light you up with my passion... so im tired of the faulty lights .. or are they faulty .. maybe time for light bulb change all 1,063 of them but then again i think i changed a few and i must have put in the wrong type.....

Divine  intervention(Divine Intervention The hand of God holds the universe together and makes everything work. Science is a conspiracy theory put forth by the devil and his satanic angels to forward the ideas of determinism.) yes let God change the bulbs light the way ... i need to get my heart lit up .........................

 Lights there is a force or some form of attraction we cant explain maybe it has been but yah anyway " follow the light"   except when its early in the morning and someone forces open the curtain and you aren't ready for the light.. i think i was somewhat ready but these power issues my goodness ,.. talk about have a girl thinking she is crazy ..... need a proper back up solution that either has power all the time or a fixed schedule  ...  Day and night yes i get it the stars are in existent for a reason but sometimes we get so acustomed to the light we say the day does not have enough hours but the night needs to exist we cant have it all well u could find a place in the world were the sun never goes down.. but one day the human in you will open a door close the blinds and not want a drop of light ...darkness.. you know the light will be there when you open up .. well you hope it will be until you only manage to sleep for an hour and feels like you slept for ever and wake up and still light ...............

to be continued............................